Like an injection

It's kind of like a shot. You know for hours and hours that it is coming, and there's no way you can avoid it. You know it's what is necessary, but it still stings a bit. It heals up in a couple of days though, so I'm not too worried. Things just feel a little uncomfortable right now. I figure it'll go away eventually, just push it to the back of my mind, where it eventually will die out. Not like I haven't been through these things before, this ain't shit to me. I just gotta go out and get things done on my own. Unfortunately, I can't really expound upon what all this means, but it's just funny what you learn about people over the course of a long time, what happens behind your back, especially when you have a good idea as to which people advocated which things. Now I'm kind of in a bind, as I really needed to hear certain things earlier...well, I'm sure it'll all work out...I figure it typically does...typically...and to think I thought otherwise...no that's not right...I hoped otherwise. I'd been sensing this for a while. At least now I know exactly where I stand. Took too long, but better to know now than at a time at which I would have been completely screwed. And it's not like it's a situation I can easily ignore...it'll be in my face pretty often. It doesn't require a confrontation though, it ain't that serious. I really just needed to vent on here, I guess that's what these things are for, and I feel better...and no hard feelings...and no apologies necessary...but don't try and buddy up to me and act like nothing's changed, this does affect me, and I figure you know it...I'm more distressed by some than others. Well, enough of the ambiguity, I'm out.